Thilling Future

Nano-technology, our deaths awaiting around the corner of our thick bloody minds. Where such things as vampires and demon spawn exist in the next realm of humanity gather. This shows nothing of the forthcoming parts of our lives of deaths and spastic variations of our short small souls. Complete with demon technology coming forth from old and new, mythical and legendary, further from the depths of hell then from ever before. This is the future and the past and hopefully light and hope will show again one day. A savior of that will reverse what humanity was supposed to be about. This savior leans towards truths. Breaks some truths when the necessary evil is much, much worse then ever before. This sanction within our parts of life that matter such as love and lost forever these days of dangers and thrilling ecstasies.

Cross

Crosses are misconstrued and misused,
In opinion of one who has tattooed this misused,
Misconstrued item, on one shoulder to balance,
A cross is meant to me that of hard work,
Faith on a standard of things, not just "God",
I have faith in family and friends,
The closest of mine are my most faithful,
Being just as faithful to them in return,
Also meaning that hard work can change the world,
North, South, East and West,
Directions of the heart and soul,
Every which way and then some more,
Vines wrapping because vines are aging,
Opinions of others make me...,
Traversing and deep thinking and meditation,
All based on this one and only object,
Many years and many myths are based on this,
Loving mystery and mythology,
The Cross is one of the oldest and most sought,
The meaning to me is not the meaning to you.

Why joke about a bloke who took a toke from the hukkah of the unbelieveable blue berry tasting yum yum that makes your mind calm and happy like a balm of extacy instead of being sappy.
Standing handing a banding blinking light like blights of darkness in a flight of stormy clouds that pound with thunder and send the mind into blunder and caress the stress away without a thought that stokes the books on the fires of hell. Let the bell drum drum making kind lappy gestures of stasticity besaid jarring strapping young men.

Spent

Bowels ripping out like old english torture,
Spikes splitting stomach like an iron maiden,
Flinching from pain, crying out in exaustion,
Plotting minds of every one and every kind,
Tartness of copper blood filling the mouth,
Swish, swish, swish in between every tooth,
Needles piercing under finger nails,
Cadaver throwing becomes a sport,
Self mutilation, the kind that hurts but is still fun,
Using pliers on sharp vampiric teeth,
More spluttering blood in every direction,
Contracting lungs as air is sucked out like a vacuum,
Eyes tearing and buzzing with oh so much pain,
Veritable intrusion of nastiness,
The only way to get verification of truth,
To feel so much and yet go numb at the same time,
Conditioning ones soul so intensely to ignore and move on,
Forget the pain and harshness of life.

Pitch

Pitch black,
Not the black of night,
Not the black of a shadow,
Not the black of coal,
or the black of a burnt match,

This blackness is something only experianced by few,
The blackness you feel pushing in on you,
The blackness of the coldest of hearts,
Black that absorbs light,
Dictating the light like a black hole,

Fever black that sucks you in,
The blackness of death,
All thoughts pushing the darkness away,
Darker then the darkest of times,
When all lights go out deep in a cave.

Cry

Being upset and cry and try,
Yelling, screaming, wining, crying,
Tingling across one's tongue,
Numbness entering each blood cell in the head,
Grumpy and frumpy designed to heat up,
Crashing and thrashing limbs every which way,
Stretching limbs beyond capacity,
Yelling until coughing and out of breath,
Looks no longer matter at this point of anguish,
Shushing sounds don't make a difference,
Gushing mucous flowing freely,
Tears dropping like little waterfalls,
Sniffling, drowning breath away,
Salty taste of tears in the mouth,
Sucking mucous in the back of the mouth,
Oh sweet pleasure of letting out a yell of complaint,
Yell til hearts content and calmness flows over,
Let everything out at once,
Pounce your emotions like a wolf stomps on a rabbit,
Slit the throat's screaming pains and let the blood flow,
Feeling the screaming pain in chest and stomach,
Vomiting foul words and sounds,
Let the heart's tears shine.

Heart Throb

Imagine an easy situation,
Easy to talk,
Easy to get along,
Easy to chill and build,
Friendships along this easy path,
Love looking into your eyes,
Knowing what lies down this path,
But unable to help or guide your thoughts,
This should be an entire lifetime,
Of joy and happiness,
If one could feel this well all of the time,
Will hard times break us,
Will you fight for me,
Interesting thoughts to say the least,
We will have to see in the future,
Hopefully a long happy future this time,
I will fight for you and help you,
Be there for you and hold you.

Thoughts

The things we think and do and regret,
Regress your thoughts one by one,
Go back in time and see what life once could have been,
Soppy and boring,
Sad and betrayal,
More our feelings and heart beats harder,
Its so hard to see and feel sometimes,
When you want to go limp and numb,
Grasping the past that once could be,
How life plays its jokes on you and me,
We never could have guessed this way,
Standing there,
Breathing,
Beating,
No thoughts,
Shaking knees,
Make our jump and then its gone,
Disappeared from time forever,
Damn such sadness and thoughts,
Being left to be alone for the rest of ones life,
Never knowing or feeling the true beast,
Take it now and feel, with with every fiber of your being,
This moment is so intense,
Tears pouring out of your face,
Abdominals squeezing so tightly its like whoa,
Indeed this time is great,
Pain tells us we are real,
How could this feeling not exist,
Our souls even crush to understand it,
7 grams if I believe it to be true.

Ding

Ringing in your head instead of bed,
Digging deep down grinding on your brain,
Ding, Ding, Ding, that noise hits your cranium,
Straight down your spine all the way through,
Feeling it in your back your toes cringe,
Why the hell,
Stupid people please have some respect,
Use your mute button,
By god the sound so annoying and the same,
Over and over and over again,
This sucks as you wish to bite their heads off,
Why do this to those around you,
Eat it fool use the tools for you,
Stupid ass, stupid people, stupid sounds,
Really? Seriously? You are a dumbass!

Insane

Little green peeps from the earth move around,
Surround and pittle pattle go their little feet,
Please as they come, thanks as they go,
No more thoughts and feelings and types,
The lovers, the enemies, what difference,
When another faction comes at yours,
Everyone sides with something instead of joining,
As they move around your feet u see,
For the first time ever here it comes,
That one thing that makes your true meaning,
But screw it all in the end after that one place,
No one talks about, no one screams,
What the hell is this with little people,
Demons, devils, angels, imps,
Surround the star of heaven and hell,
You think your dreaming until you know,
By gosh by gosh I am awake and alive,
How wierd this feeling can awake,
New sides, new options,
Allow your insane to get inside you,
Every once in a while just here and now,
See and allow these little feet to crawl on you,
Roar, meow, bark, and moo,
How intriguing to say the least,
Stand up and live even if it seems insane,
To those who won't dance in the rain,
Jump out of flying objects,
Go the distance and prove you to you,
Move now, Allow me in and feel,
Feel so instensely it hurts your insides,
Grasp and gasp with everything you have,
To go up against me you must have that,
If you do not know the turth of yourself,
Run, run far, run fast, run away from me,
Find yourself and see what I see,
Then you may enter my insane asylum of my head,
Please I invite you to.

Tired

Tired, killing, hurting, cutting,
Bang Bang goes the loud noise again,
From the place of dark and hatred,
Again and again,
I can't stop myself,
Death to one and all,
Equal opprotunity we must each go,
How to go from here and there,
Dark shooting and killing of death,
No light must shine on this place,
Dark in my heart of hearts to kill,
One, two, three your dead too,
But how is this,
I am supposed to be good,
Rip her clothes and spread her legs,
To what would you do to get this darkness out,
Once and for all I pounce on you,
Every ounce of my evil forming at once,
Make her cheat, make him steal,
Kill all in my way in the most sadistic means,
Smoke that bong and breath in,
Go numb and don't worry about after these,
If in hell you reside then what such matters now,
If heaven begs you to repent you shall do what you must,
If you are reincarnated to a snail anyway what matters now,
Just do what must be done,
It hurts so bad and feels so good,
Everything that tastes good is bad for you,
One must show the racking pain of feelings,
Even death upon life is a pain in the ass,
Although you might feel it one day,
We all must pass that doorway into the dark,
To see the other side you must live today,
Even if killing is your only option,
Even if bringing life back to your dead is a must,
What to do what to do in this dreams world of death and decay,
Ouch it hurts so much kill it now...

Crispy

Have you ever been Tipsy,
Then you Slipsy,
All going Glipsy and Crispy,
Bakesy in a new Fashley,
Tasty with a bit of Cowerly,
Marshy to a Bworbshy,
Too Dicey to Explaisy,
Crazy and Zaney,
To be Lovesy or Tizzy,
With Belovedsy Yousy,
Orchestry of Phantasy,
Contrastaty of this Belatedly,
Contortionaly of this commonality,
Prostratley for lack of better y's,
Or Ishy Bishy, Twisty,
Establisy of Frostatley,
Bustly of thie Trainey,
Ladorkley of da porky,
Plassticy and Endy,
Everly, Everly, Afterly.

Death

Death so dark so scary,
Blankness and Stillness,
Floating above and yet no feeling,
Hold tight on your lonely journey,
Face foward and know you bring your love,
Loyalties and family still stick in what was once ur heart,
Believe and fly with me together forever,
You are never alone,
Touch of love here,
No pain may ever enter you now,
True unconditional love we realize only then,
When humanities mistakes no longer mean a thing,
Unconditional love.

Simple

Requests of simple needs and requests,
Just a basic kindness is necessary,
To change the course of this or that life,
Simple and easy as it seems,
Humans now too stubborn,
Scared to put forth the efforts,
Making an amazing life amazed,
Just sample it once,
Smile to a sad person,
Help someone across a street,
Not that that might make a difference,
But will it make a difference to you is the question.

Dreams

Dreaming every night and day,
Belonging to night but entering our days,
Dreams are hope,
Deep self conscious telling us new thoughts,
Thoughts that we know to be true,
We should follow our dreams,
Of day and night and night and day,
To dream are our ethical and moral dilemmas,
What we wish with our inner hearts to be true,
How we fight against specific scary parts of our lives,
To what do we partake with our dreams,
Do we follow these or ignore these,
Take them with a grain of salt or live by them,
Within each of us we know to follow,
Within each of lies the answer,
Enjoy the journey of discovery to know,
As far as we know unless one of our belief systems is true,
Its the only one we have,
Here and now decide what you wish,
Within your heart of hearts.

Contemplation

Contemplation of the words we hold dear,
Be clear and hold what we know closely,
Grossly intertwining with one another,
Color and paintings of thoughts and dreams,
Consternation of concellations,
Cheer the told and cold truths,
Contriving and striving for our familiar thoughts,
Intervening the valleys and mountains of dreams,
Like gray fog so dank, that make us crank,
Each of our lives like black holes,
Always going into the same coldness of death,
Hence now we live and think,
No moments to waste and we must hold dear,
Kicking out the old and bringing the hypersensitivities,
Was that a shadow or a ghost,
Is there a God or no God,
Deciding the largest questions of all are hard,
Does space end or is it endless,
Are there spiritual beings greater then us,
In the end does it matter,
Be kind to yourself,
Be kind to those around you,
Live to the extreme and shout what must be,
Our hearts and souls are all we have now,
I challenge you to take chances and to succeed now.

Sweets

Indeed with sweet dreams,
True beams of light shine down.
Flames of passion ignite tonight,
Grow tight and come out of your blue mood,
Too cruel do our hearts stand alone,

Stand arm and arm,
Looking into the eyes of love,
No explanation to form,
Never would I trade this for heaven above,
Voice chiming heaven's dorm,

Passions craving to be in that dream,
Gleam in your eyes so easy to reach,
So far it seems too cruel to me,
Pleasurable and desirable,
All want this if at all feasible.

Thoughts

Our minds flow and strive to believe,
All those beliefs we know are true,
Trials as each of us as individuals go through,
Yet random happenstances every day occur,
Challenging our very thoughts and feelings,
Should we take them with a grain of salt,
Should we think deeper then a monk on these,
What thoughts are the correct way of thinking,
Always challenging ourselves,
Throwing into these trials with one hundred percent effort,
So now what in this moment must we do,
This question and the others above must be answered for,
But we each answer these in the moment they happen.
Keep Striving, Keep Believing, Keep running towards truth.

Darkness

Sleepless nights cause woes of bloody thoughts,
Flowers dying, people dying,
Knife stabbing our heart of hearts,
Stubborn betrayal beyond those lies of the sea,
Darkness flowing into our vision,
Pressing our vision into our arms,
Cradling hatred of this one unfair life,
Why can't we live with those we wish?
Women and men both alike and unalike,
Stupid, squabling, games of I love you,
Oh, no I don't f off and now ignored,
We don't exist to one another,
Treated like a plague of rats with rabies,
What now here and now I say?