Thoughts

The things we think and do and regret,
Regress your thoughts one by one,
Go back in time and see what life once could have been,
Soppy and boring,
Sad and betrayal,
More our feelings and heart beats harder,
Its so hard to see and feel sometimes,
When you want to go limp and numb,
Grasping the past that once could be,
How life plays its jokes on you and me,
We never could have guessed this way,
Standing there,
Breathing,
Beating,
No thoughts,
Shaking knees,
Make our jump and then its gone,
Disappeared from time forever,
Damn such sadness and thoughts,
Being left to be alone for the rest of ones life,
Never knowing or feeling the true beast,
Take it now and feel, with with every fiber of your being,
This moment is so intense,
Tears pouring out of your face,
Abdominals squeezing so tightly its like whoa,
Indeed this time is great,
Pain tells us we are real,
How could this feeling not exist,
Our souls even crush to understand it,
7 grams if I believe it to be true.

Ding

Ringing in your head instead of bed,
Digging deep down grinding on your brain,
Ding, Ding, Ding, that noise hits your cranium,
Straight down your spine all the way through,
Feeling it in your back your toes cringe,
Why the hell,
Stupid people please have some respect,
Use your mute button,
By god the sound so annoying and the same,
Over and over and over again,
This sucks as you wish to bite their heads off,
Why do this to those around you,
Eat it fool use the tools for you,
Stupid ass, stupid people, stupid sounds,
Really? Seriously? You are a dumbass!

Insane

Little green peeps from the earth move around,
Surround and pittle pattle go their little feet,
Please as they come, thanks as they go,
No more thoughts and feelings and types,
The lovers, the enemies, what difference,
When another faction comes at yours,
Everyone sides with something instead of joining,
As they move around your feet u see,
For the first time ever here it comes,
That one thing that makes your true meaning,
But screw it all in the end after that one place,
No one talks about, no one screams,
What the hell is this with little people,
Demons, devils, angels, imps,
Surround the star of heaven and hell,
You think your dreaming until you know,
By gosh by gosh I am awake and alive,
How wierd this feeling can awake,
New sides, new options,
Allow your insane to get inside you,
Every once in a while just here and now,
See and allow these little feet to crawl on you,
Roar, meow, bark, and moo,
How intriguing to say the least,
Stand up and live even if it seems insane,
To those who won't dance in the rain,
Jump out of flying objects,
Go the distance and prove you to you,
Move now, Allow me in and feel,
Feel so instensely it hurts your insides,
Grasp and gasp with everything you have,
To go up against me you must have that,
If you do not know the turth of yourself,
Run, run far, run fast, run away from me,
Find yourself and see what I see,
Then you may enter my insane asylum of my head,
Please I invite you to.

Tired

Tired, killing, hurting, cutting,
Bang Bang goes the loud noise again,
From the place of dark and hatred,
Again and again,
I can't stop myself,
Death to one and all,
Equal opprotunity we must each go,
How to go from here and there,
Dark shooting and killing of death,
No light must shine on this place,
Dark in my heart of hearts to kill,
One, two, three your dead too,
But how is this,
I am supposed to be good,
Rip her clothes and spread her legs,
To what would you do to get this darkness out,
Once and for all I pounce on you,
Every ounce of my evil forming at once,
Make her cheat, make him steal,
Kill all in my way in the most sadistic means,
Smoke that bong and breath in,
Go numb and don't worry about after these,
If in hell you reside then what such matters now,
If heaven begs you to repent you shall do what you must,
If you are reincarnated to a snail anyway what matters now,
Just do what must be done,
It hurts so bad and feels so good,
Everything that tastes good is bad for you,
One must show the racking pain of feelings,
Even death upon life is a pain in the ass,
Although you might feel it one day,
We all must pass that doorway into the dark,
To see the other side you must live today,
Even if killing is your only option,
Even if bringing life back to your dead is a must,
What to do what to do in this dreams world of death and decay,
Ouch it hurts so much kill it now...

Crispy

Have you ever been Tipsy,
Then you Slipsy,
All going Glipsy and Crispy,
Bakesy in a new Fashley,
Tasty with a bit of Cowerly,
Marshy to a Bworbshy,
Too Dicey to Explaisy,
Crazy and Zaney,
To be Lovesy or Tizzy,
With Belovedsy Yousy,
Orchestry of Phantasy,
Contrastaty of this Belatedly,
Contortionaly of this commonality,
Prostratley for lack of better y's,
Or Ishy Bishy, Twisty,
Establisy of Frostatley,
Bustly of thie Trainey,
Ladorkley of da porky,
Plassticy and Endy,
Everly, Everly, Afterly.

Death

Death so dark so scary,
Blankness and Stillness,
Floating above and yet no feeling,
Hold tight on your lonely journey,
Face foward and know you bring your love,
Loyalties and family still stick in what was once ur heart,
Believe and fly with me together forever,
You are never alone,
Touch of love here,
No pain may ever enter you now,
True unconditional love we realize only then,
When humanities mistakes no longer mean a thing,
Unconditional love.

Simple

Requests of simple needs and requests,
Just a basic kindness is necessary,
To change the course of this or that life,
Simple and easy as it seems,
Humans now too stubborn,
Scared to put forth the efforts,
Making an amazing life amazed,
Just sample it once,
Smile to a sad person,
Help someone across a street,
Not that that might make a difference,
But will it make a difference to you is the question.

Dreams

Dreaming every night and day,
Belonging to night but entering our days,
Dreams are hope,
Deep self conscious telling us new thoughts,
Thoughts that we know to be true,
We should follow our dreams,
Of day and night and night and day,
To dream are our ethical and moral dilemmas,
What we wish with our inner hearts to be true,
How we fight against specific scary parts of our lives,
To what do we partake with our dreams,
Do we follow these or ignore these,
Take them with a grain of salt or live by them,
Within each of us we know to follow,
Within each of lies the answer,
Enjoy the journey of discovery to know,
As far as we know unless one of our belief systems is true,
Its the only one we have,
Here and now decide what you wish,
Within your heart of hearts.

Contemplation

Contemplation of the words we hold dear,
Be clear and hold what we know closely,
Grossly intertwining with one another,
Color and paintings of thoughts and dreams,
Consternation of concellations,
Cheer the told and cold truths,
Contriving and striving for our familiar thoughts,
Intervening the valleys and mountains of dreams,
Like gray fog so dank, that make us crank,
Each of our lives like black holes,
Always going into the same coldness of death,
Hence now we live and think,
No moments to waste and we must hold dear,
Kicking out the old and bringing the hypersensitivities,
Was that a shadow or a ghost,
Is there a God or no God,
Deciding the largest questions of all are hard,
Does space end or is it endless,
Are there spiritual beings greater then us,
In the end does it matter,
Be kind to yourself,
Be kind to those around you,
Live to the extreme and shout what must be,
Our hearts and souls are all we have now,
I challenge you to take chances and to succeed now.